Ke hospital

Have you been admitted to hospital for whatever reason? Or being warded at hospital? Eh same je kan maksud dia tu, saje nak kasi panjang sikit intro ni ;)

Aku kalau takde sebab2 yg dipaksa juga masuk, takmo la tido kat hospital. I'm needle phoebic. Serious shit. Tapi sebenarnya aku la orang paling banyak kena inject and amik darah kot di kalangan family dan family2 orang lain hehe. Patutnya dah alah bisa tegal biasa (I kena google peribahasa ni sebab dah lupa camne peribahasa ni should be in term of susun aturnya)

Tapi I kena inject bukan yang inject2 kat muka tu ye seperti vitamin C ke, colagen ke apatah lagi botox. Apa di muka I semua natural je tau hehe. Sental je muka dengan scrub sminggu sekali and jangan lupa pakai mask sminggu sekali. Macam la lawa sgt nak kena buat statement ni haha.

Apa tadi nak cerita? Oh been warded. I pernah masuk ward masa bersalin je la. Korang pun tau kan baby I meninggal dalam perut, duk ward masa tu 3 hari gak kot. Jenuh la nenek aku suh balik umah cepat2, supaya dapat memulakan proses berpantang. Sebab kan kat hospital mana pantang bagai ni. Balun je sume. Lepas 14 hari bersalin, masuk lagi sebab kena buat d&c. Eh pasal mende ni aku dah pernah cerita kot. Korang refer la post lama.

Ni nak cerita yang baru2 ni masuk ward. Ala day-care-ward je. Tapi nyesal lak duk sehari je sebab ni la ward terbaik penah diduduki. Makan pun pasta gitu. Syiok wo. Tapi takleh citer banyak2 la. Saje la nak tepek pic ni, nak tengok pic2 lain tengok je fotopages aku (fotopages pun aku lum create account). Takkan tepek kosong je kan takde citer.

Agak2 nya orang percaya ke aku kena tahan hospital ni dengan muka senyum2 ni? dont blame me, i just want to look good walau di mana saya berada ;) Sakit dalam iman.

Hehehehehe.

Showhouse unit - worth it ke?

Ada satu hari tu kami berempat; my mum, dad, hubby and me gi jalan2 tengok show house di Shah Alam. Takde la desperately in need to buy, saje jalan2. Sebab rasa nya kalau beli this or or which ever other house, haruslah kena let go current house ni.

Tetiba bila masuk show house ni, I kinda like the design, furniture (not all) and etc. It is fairly beautifully designed and landscape semua dah siap and cantiklah kan, from my point of view la. Kalau I takde terbuat de landscape camtu. It's a corner lot double storey superlink house located in Shah Alam, section berapa dirahsiakan. Tapi kawasan2 pendalaman gak la bukan kat bandar Shah Alam tul2. Tapi rasa cam tak beli sebab my parents macam tak agree je. Restu orang tua penting gak kan. Takut kitorang duk jauh2 kot.

Kalau pindah, tinggal pasang grill and tukar curtain; that's for sure pasal curtainnya tak cantik langsung. Yang lain2, ok je. Senang beb, tayah fikir nak renovate bagai. Kalau I la nak renovate, kena panggil ID ni. Tapi rumah bukan 2-3 juta apesal plak nak panggil ID, cam over je. Kata salesperson tu, what you see is what you get. Siap dari cabinet, katil, sofa, dining table ke pinggan mangkuk semua la dapat.

But rasanya my hubby and I will wait till the price of show house drop sebab showhouse ni kan a demo house. If we were to buy a showhouse, have to bear in mind that the furniture & fittings inside are already 1-2 yrs old already. And some minor problem here & there yang tak dapat dielakkan. The design, furniture etc haruslah doesn't fit everybody's taste. My mum feel the design's outdated. I rasa macam ok je. Modern concept gitu la. Memang pun a bit simple la the furniture especially kat ruang tamu tu, tapi slow2 la leh tukar la dalam 2-3 tahun camtu. Wah senang je aku cakap ye.

Harganya? Toksah tanya la sebab macam tak jadi je nak beli.

Ok la kalau boleh kasi opinion, sesuai ke beli show house unit ni?

Is everyone a MJ fan?

I’ve never really considered myself to be a huge Michael Jackson fan. Or course I admire his voice and dancing talent especially his moonwalk step tapi saya bukanlah follower yang setia i.e beli kaset, cd, download mp3, video apatah lagi pergi concert MJ.

Hari Jumaat pagi, I was at MIL house, my BIL told us that MJ dah mati. I (I thought i) only heard six-seven of his songs but that didn't stop me from sobbing when he died. Tetiba rasa kehilangan.

When every radio station was playing MJ songs, I realized I knew his songs a lot better than I thought I did. Bukan takat six-seven, it's more than that! His music is so deeply 'masuk' ke dalam jiwa, I would say culture that any person on the street can sing a few lines from "Billy Jean" or the chorus of “Beat it.”, contohnya. Even for those of us who didn't live through his zaman kegemilangan, he has affected today's music more than we will ever know.

Setuju tak?

I think everyone can appreciate his amazing voice and dancing talent, which we might not see or hear the likes of again. Tapi yang aku tak paham nya, why is it that only in death is someone finally taken seriously?

Contohnya suami saya la hehe. Tetiba nak download vc MJ, mp3 dan even dalam bilik pun nak bukak radio kot2 radio mainkan lagu MJ;i.e. tribute to MJ.

Apakahhhhh?

p/s my favourite song; Beat it and Smooth Criminal. Layannnnnn.

Malas

Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired. ~Jules RenardBetul gak la kata Mr. Renard ni. Saje nak buat tajuk malas ni lepas baca blog Pija kot pasal kemalasan dia. Semalas2 dia, malas lagi aku kot. Yang aku rajin update blog je. Tu pun tengok angin la kan. And kemas bilik pastu gi menggodek2 dan buang barang2 lama.

Actually I just realized I'm lazy when I had this little conversation with a mum of 3 children, telling how success her children is. Of course sebagai ibu dia harus berbangga dengan anak2 dia. I hanya mampu tumpang gembira sambil berfikir dalam hati kenapa mama jarang bangga pasal anaknya depan orang ramai. Mungkin itu cara mama. Deep in her heart I know she's proud of us. Berbalik pada mum of 3 tadi, I just hope that someday, bila besar nanti anak2nya dapat membalas jasa ibunya kerana si ibu tidak jenuh2 berdoa kejayaan anak2 nya siang malam dan sentiasa memanjakan anak2nya.

Oh the point is, bila si ibu kata ada antara anak2 nya yang mengajar tuition secara part time dan boleh mendapat income tinggi, I remember someone asked me why I tak bukak kelas tuition jugak. Nak kena list ke?

1. Kurang yakin. Walaupun untuk UPSR tapi saya perlu study dulu supaya murid2 betul2 paham. Saya tamau amik duit mereka tapi hasilnya tidak memuaskan

2. Malas

Hahah, sebenarnya point no. 2 tu yang lebih. I sebenarnya minat berinteraksi dengan pelajar2 bawah 12 tahun ni just that I have to build up my confidence. Biar berkat duit tu kan.

Lagi satu mende yang I really want to do is cooking, tanpa gangguan sesiapa. Si ibu anak 3tadi asyik memuji salah sorang anaknya pandai memasak. Memang dia pandai masak tapi mungkin tidak la sehebat mana sebab masak pun sebulan sekali. I pun pandai it just that I was not give enough space and moral support (haha).

Ni must do ni this weekend: Buat kek! Buat kek!

One thing for sure, this laziness start lepas berenti kerja. Masa kerja I adalah seorang yang sangat komited ok. Tak percaya tanya boss saya :D (boss or ex-collegue, baik korang backing aku!)

Hi, my name is Adia and I’m not lazy – just smart ;)

Lagu pemberi semangat

Ni hutang tag dari Hana :)

"Korang ada lagu yang korang rasa sesuai dgn jiwa korang tak? kalau becinta suka dengar lagu apa..kalau tgh down korang dengar lagu apa..kalau tengah hepi korang dengar lagu apa...ada tak?? Sila bgth lagu apa yang anda rasa paling bermakna dalam hidup anda, dan bgth sebabnya"

Another variable is that I keep discovering very good music every week. There are a few little bits that particularly affect me. I like different genre at different times, depending on my mood. Here some of them:

1. 'Tears in Heaven' by Eric Clapton. One of the best and saddest songs I know, written for his late son, Conor Clapton. Why I like it? I feel so connected to this song.
2. "Everything gonna be alright" by Sweetbox. All the favourite ni. The chorus part je connected ye. I like it so much especialy time tengah down. Bagi semangat bila dengar lagu ni.
3. Graduation - Vitamin C. The song makes me remember about my school times with friends. Tapi ingat kawan2 masa kat asrama je la lebih, F1-F3. You guys rawkkk :)
4. "Kerinduan" - Sheila Majid. My wedding song. Most treasured song of course. Rasa nak kahwin balik je ;)
5. "Rahsia Pohon Cemara" by Exist. Haha ni lwak skit. Lagu ni aku kena paksa nyanyi by my senior sebab kena kantoi tak gi prep kot. Masa tu tengah hot time form 2, aku suh la buat apa pun, jangan suh nyayi je, mmg fail la. Memang tension gila kena paksa nyanyi lagu Exist. Tapi bila dengar2 balik lagu ni sure tersenyum2 sorang.
6. "Iris" - Goo Goo Dolls. Sebab ni theme song company I dulu heheh. Takde la. It reminds me of a time I cannot get back and a good friend. Tu je. This part is my favourite "And I'd give up forever to touch you' Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be. And I don't want to go home right now"

Wah terlebih suda, ko mintak 1 je kan Hana? I already have a hard time classifying the 10 best songs I've ever heard, apatah lagi nak pilih 1 je. Any song can be meaningful depending on the context.

So that's all for now :)

Ke Ikea

My husband and I went to IKEA last few days ago to check out any kind of basket or nice box to store my handbags. Rimas ok tengok handbag berlonggok2 tak berapa tersusun.

Okay, so this is clearly a girl problem. I've already gotten rid of several of them, ni yang zaman tok kaduk dulu la beli yang takde brand punya sampai la sekarang yang agak mampu beli branded handbag (tapi takde la aku buang gila apa buang branded bags), so now it's just about where to keep them.

Tetiba aku sangat berharap ada walk-in-closet maka dengan itu cepat la kita berpindah wahai suamiku. Wah.

I wouldn't hang the handbag behind my door ala yang orang sangkut kat cangkuk2 tu kan, as it will misshape the handles on the bags. I got this tips from somewhere I can't remember where it is from. Currently I have a shelf inside of my closet I dump it there tapi still tak muat.

Wah banyaknya cerita, dah la penat type. Sila tgk je la pic2 vain ini :)

Bila dah jejak ikea tu tetiba terasa nak shoe rack or shoe organizer. Ni untuk kasut2 yg belum dipakai. Takde la banyak sangat tapi still, semak ok penuh kotak kasut kat shelf atas almari tu. But yang bentuk basket seperti gambar di bawah ini adalah sangat mahal plus it need a lot of space. Mana kitorang ada tempat. Kata menumpang kan.

Sesi berangan di rumah sendri kononnya, suruh je posing on aje. Sangat sporting ok mamat ini :P Too bad takde orang nak amik jadi model katalog. Ampunnn bang.

Ha ni la shoe organizer yang disebut2 itu. Menarik2. Nanti I'll post the picture in the next entry ;) Pancing jangan tak pancing.

And if you get hungry, there's a cafe in the middle of the store, tapi aku tak minat la plak makan kat situ sejak dulu ada case meatball dia tu kan. Walaupun dah disahkan still tekak aku takleh tetima la sgt kan. Tapi siapa suka makan je la kan. So I never knew much about Ikea’s food except for the famous RM1’s Curry Puff and Hotdogs right at the exit of the cashier counter. Silalah order combo meal, RM 2 for a puff and a bottomless drink.

I've seen something that I like for storing my handbag, made of pretty fabric so amik je la tu kan. Noje Box 38X38 RM29 per unit, aku amik 2 biji terus. Also I took SKUBB Organizer meant for shoe organizer,RM25.00, amik 1 je la.

Oh selingan sat, masa ni la kitorang jump ex-collegue hubby, Fadhlan and wifey, Lyn. Depa dok kata aku dah berisi. Argh tekanan, padahal aku dah la tgh tak lalu makan, patutnya dah kurus la kan.

Even if I don't need furniture (ye la nak duk umah sendri macam lambattt je lagi), I still go to Ikea just to look around. Eh jangan tatau, zaman belum kawin pun kitorang ok je gi dating kat Ikea heheh, berangan untuk rumah akan datang kononnya. Sampai skrg la verangan kannn.

Panjang gak entry ni eh. Eh make sure korang tak skip baca tauuu ;) tunggu next entry I post hasil2 yang di beli.

Timah 50sen

Nothing much to write, but definately will update about somthing interesting later. Tunggu je tau (saje buat ayat pancing hehe).

Meh cerita pasal hari ni. This morning went to rumah my 1st bro, his PIL were there sebab menantu mereka no.2 was warded di hospital serdang, ada ketumbuhan di bawah mata, correct me if I'm wrong ye. Alhamdulillah the operation went well and kami doakan cepat sembuh.

Cuba teka siapa terbongkang di tengah2 tu? ;)

Btw I know my bro's MIL, auntie timah is reading this. Even my parents do not know this blog exist :) syhhh, don't tell them ya. Saya akan lebih senang berkarya (wah ayat takleh blah) jika mama dan abah do not know the existence of this blog; or else mereka akan tepuk dahi bila baca blog ni hehe.

Thanks auntie timah for reading my blog :D auntie you r the best ;) Nanti datang bawak buah manggis lagi ye, favourite saya tu. Btw auntie, saya buat quiz di facebook; what's your REAL name. My name is supposed to be TIMAH 50sen! Nampak gayanya kita ada chemistry ;)

Tapi kenapa ada 50sen kat belakang tu? Ala2 rapper 50cent tu ek? Tamau ler ada 50sen tu. Tetiba teringat teka teki ni; banyak2 duit syiling, duit syiling apa yang hitam warnanya?

Kah kah kah (cuba teka gelak style siapa?)

Sekian, happy Friday :)

Quick update

Assalamualaikum wbt. Sorry for the lack of update. Tetiba mood mengupdate sangat malas. Just a quick update:

• My husband came back from Saudi on Sunday. Cuti sebulan lebih. Ok sila cadangkan mana kitorang nak gi cuti2 Malaysia. KK perhaps?


• Happy belated birthday to my husband yg ke dot dot dot. Tetiba dia tak bagi umurnya disiarkan ;) Seperti tahun2 lepas, hadiah saya kepadanya adalah WALLET :) dah itu yg dia nakkkkk. Hahahah.

• Sebagai balasan, saya dapat la barang2 MAC ni, powder brush dan mineral SPF15 loose powder. Eh I kasi gift tak mengharapkan balasan ok.

Tu je la kot updatenya. Rasa macam banyak je nak update tadi.

Oh hari tu kereta kami terkena tompok putih hasil dari kebocoran kat porch. Bertopok ok sambil aku pun tak sampai hati nak snap pic koonnya sebagai bahan bukti. Dah la baru cat kereta itu. So monday is car wash day. We took the car to my favorite car wash at Caltex KJ for some squeaky clean time. Nasib baik hilang tompok putih itu. Kalau tak meraung la gua. Btw those guys (owner car wash la of course) are the best.

Dah takde orang, satu kereta 5 orang duk mungulit kereta. Heheh. Apa2 la labu, janji cepat.

In the world where everything is expensive, they still charge only RM8 per wash. That is inclusive of all the vacuuming and taking out all the trashes that we don’t have the energy to do ourself. Well, not energy, more like lazy, hahaha. RM8 tu kira murah la kan kat KL ni? Ke korang ada tempat lagi murah. Sila bagitau ye.

So that's all for now. Happy working! Jangan tension :)

Kenduri Kahwin

Kenduri kahwin adalah aktiviti biasa when the school holidays are coming. Sampai sekarang kenapa orang suka buat kenduri kahwin masa during cuti sekolah. Sebab biasanya time cuti sekolah family akan bawak anak beranak bercuti luar negeri mahupun luar negara. Or, maybe the students in the family are on holiday so that easy to ask for help, that's why the do the majlis during school holidays? Or maybe because it's easier also to balik kampung for the kenduri, as kalau tak cuti sekolah, the children need to skip school.

Takpe la yang you tak puas hati pesal? Mementang I dah kawin (gelak sambil menekup mulut)

I kahwin masa musim tak cuti pun. Tengah2 bulan Januari. For me, bagus jugak buat kenduri kahwin masa non-school holiday. At least susah la skit kebarangkalian nak bertembung dengan lain2 kenduri kan.

So it's 06.06.09. Ramai la plak nak kawin hari ni, bertunang pun nak gak tarikh ni. Ni mesti kes tak sempat tunang or kawin 07.07.07 ni. My parents received 5 invitation today, 3 siang, 2 malam. Of course dia tak pergi semua kan. Aku plak ada 2, kat Bangi and Shah Alam. Tapi tak dapat gi Shah Alam tu. Ampunnnn.

Di Bangi, wedding Ezza. She's my dormate and classmate dari F1-F3. Bestfriend I (kategori menengah rendah) ni.

Orang jarang mekap, bila mekap mmg you look different ok, chantekkkk :)

The day before wedding tu, memang aku tak teringat nak beli gift. Biasanya, for wedding gift, I will ask the couple where will they live afterwards. If they are going to stay in their parents house, I will give them something personal. And if they already have a house on their own, most probably I will give them some household appliances or decorative things. Ni apa pun aku tak sempat interview, so aku bagi hadiah yang aku receive masa aku quit dari my previous company. SYHHHHHH. Sesiapa kenal kotak ini, korang jangan cakap ngan cc aku dulu ok. Mati aku kena ketuk heheh. Adalah emergency aku perlu hadiah dengan kadar segera. And ezza adalah my special friend so I need to give her something special.

Jeng jeng jeng
Oh lagi satu, aku janji dengan my other friend gi convoi sama2 ke rumah Ezza. Aku kan buta jalan skit. Bangi beb, gua tak tangan dua2 tangan tanda surrender. Bukan apa, I need to give her this album. Album masa F1-F5 yang aku pinjam 3+ tahun dulu untuk buat slideshow masa kawin. Cian ko babe, sampai la ko plak nak kawin, baru aku pulangkan album itu (she's getting married end of this year ;))

Takyah la cuba mengkaji mana satu aku :P
Dari kanan; bakal pengantin (bulan 12), pengantin baru, pengantin lama

Tak sempat tengok dia bersanding, it's already 2.30 I need to rush back for other keduri kononnya, tapi tak jadi pergi pun

Pengantin laki, sempat tengok masa nak balik je :) Selamat Pengantin Baru. Tahniah2.

So there goes my Saturday :) Sabtu anda bagaimana?

Fesbuk

‎Logged in facebook today and everything was in Arabic. Very Odd! Aku syak husband aku la ni gi tukar setting, ikut lokasi dia berada kononnya. Tapi pk2 balik, dia facebook pun tarak plus tempat dia takde internet access, tak jadi la nak tuduh dia kan hehehe. Ni mesti virus ni. Mandai je kata virus, dah tu je aku tau.

Was not that easy to set back to English. I asked my friend, dia guide pergi Settings. Sumpah aku tak ingat menu locations; Settings 2nd from search bar - Account Settings 1st option. Languange last tab. Entah tak dapat la. Tolongggg!

As I am illiterate in this languange, facebook admin if you r reading this, please change the language to English or instruct me how to do it, anyone? Apesal la tak tukar bahasa Indonesia ke, senang skit aku paham.

p/s 3rd languange kat SBP aku amik Japanese Languange, pengaruh citer jepun darik kecik2 lagi; Oshin, Chiaki, Moero Attack etc.

Imsomnia?

It's now six in the morning (ok la aku mengarang lama plus nak menggogle bagai so post mende ni 7 am), I'm so tired that I can't sleep and there's not a chance of getting any sleep after this. Banyak kerja kena buat lepas ni and it's so-not-me to sleep siang2 buta. Tak biasa la. Jadi lagi tak productive nanti.

2 jenis susah tido I'm having now. One is where I can not get to sleep at night, although I'm tired. Kepala otak tak henti2 fikir macam2 and I have trouble relaxing and set my mind to sleep. After a while of this (30-45 minutes macam tu) I start to get worried that I'll never get to sleep and then it becomes even harder. I'll get obsessive about little noises and distractions, of which there are plenty; anak/baby takde and husband pun outstation :P. TV/ laptop memang aku off la lepas pukul 11. Selagi tak tutup memang boleh je aku online sampai esoknya.

Mukaku tetap sama camtu gak; cukup atau tak cukup tido. Senantiasa nampak tak cukup tido.

So kalau takleh tido, macam2 benda terfikir. And macam2 doa aku baca sambil baring. Masa aku buat procedure/treatment few months ago, mama ada belikan buku doa. Bagus jugak la masa ni la hafal beberapa doa. Elok je hafal 1-2 doa, dah ngantuk. Tapi esoknya lupa la. If this does not work, ada la 2-3 kali selama aku takleh tido untuk tempoh sebulan ni aku bangun buat semayang sunat. Aku duk sorang dowh. Kadang2 terbayang gak ada hantu ke etc. Orang lain dalam rumah sure tengah sedap diulit mimpi sedang aku duk bergelut dengan raksasa or hantu.

Apakahhhhh?

Bila takleh tido ni, aku boleh je bilang berapa kali aku dengar suara Abd Rahman anak buahku merengek kat bilik sebelah, or berapa kali abang and SIL no. 1 gi bilik air. Or, if I'm not asleep within half an hour, I get up and do something. Lying in bed, restlessly trying to sleep memang menyakitkan hati kan, it never works. So aku on laptop, blog hopping or bermyspace. Best gak myspace ni kan?

Oh, saje la nak cerita, aku baru sign in myspace tadi semata2 nak stalk Adam Lambert FC dengan Aril FC :P Adam Lambert and Aril? Macam jauh je kaitannya kan heheh. Tapi toksah la korang stalk or cari aku, aku guna nickname je. Identiti dirahsiakan gitu.

Btw korang setuju tak aku kata Aril ni ada iras Chuck Bass? Abaikan la kalau korang tak setuju. Lagi abaikan kalau korang tatau siapa Chuck Bass.

Oi apa citer pasal Aril ni? Masalah aku lagi penting ok.

Dimana cerita aku tadi? Sambung ye.

Satu lagi masalah susah tido yang aku hadapi ialah bila mana aku aku akan terjaga secara tetiba tengah malam, say 2 or 3 am, and not be able to sleep selepas it. Ni contoh kes yang berlaku hari ni la. Tension tau. I slept aroud 11.30 am. I usually don't wake up fully if terjaga tiba2 tgh malam, just a little bit. Tapi hari ni, aku bangun terus segar. Malas nak layan perasaan, aku gi bilik tv pasang dvd Gossip Girl. Best2 tengok Chuck Bass ni.

As for the waking up in the middle of the night, ada orang suggest to get up, drink some water and read a bit or whatever. Read whatever tu aku leh buat; read blog :P Lagi aku baca lagi aku takleh tido. Drink water? Boleh je lepas tu sibuk nak gi bilik air nak terkucil.

It's becoming more of a problem. I have trouble with sleep at least 3 days a week now. Sometimes I come up with theories but they don't seem related to me much. Theories include: caffeine too late at night (I hate coffee, I dont take tea before sleep) or eating too much before sleep. Ini tak mungkin la sebab I loss my appetite dalam masa sminggu ni, memang makan sikit je. Lepas ni memang tinggal tulang la gamaknya kecuali di bahagian tertentu la kan.

Ok la bukan meraih simpati, saje berkongsi cerita :) Thanks for reading ya.