Anakku Hafiyya

My little girl is already 2 years and 4 months old. How time flies. Ini budak cakap sangat banyak woo, ni dengan family la. Dengan orang luar lepas warm up 20-30 mins mins then baru dia ngam kot. But, shes quite hyper most of the time. I really don't give her sweets or etc (unless daddy dia or orang lain bagi senyap2 without my knowledge). Sekejap je kemas barang, sekejapan je la sepah balik toys dia.

Ni tak berapa sepah ni sebab baru kemas

Sebab terlampau aktif dan mempunyai semangat inkuiri yang tinggi, one fine day tu dia main dengan shaver daddy dia and shave 'misai' dia!

First cut is the deepest -Sheryl Crow. (Pic luka not clear but bengkak tu atas tu)

I know accidents happen, but I feel so bad sebab cuai. Macam mana leh dia capai shaver tu padahal kat laci and letak dalam2 pulak tu. Masa tu aku tengah solat Maghrib, tetiba lepas bagi salam tengok Piya tengah pegang shaver and ada darah menitik! Of course I was panic, tapi cuba cool. She wasn't crying, or even whinning, so I didn't want to scare her. Dia menangis after 10-15 minutes. Syukur the cut was not very deep. However the amount of blood was insane; it only stop after few minutes lepas itu sapu minyak gamat then lepas tu sembuh.

Malam kejadian dia demam and batuk secara tiba2. She breathes really hard and fast and I can see her belly going up and down really fast. Ni first time ni, tak pernah jadi macam ni. Esoknya bawak dia pergi hospital and doctor bagi ubat etc and dia kena pakai nebulizer. Since ini first time she breathes fast, doctor tak diagnosed dia asthma lagi, maybe sebab lain (viral fever, bronchitis etc).

Piya ni masuk bilik doctor pun payah, tambah  if it involves a nebulizer.

They had to pujuk/ force a nebulizer mask over the face of  the kicking, screaming Piya at least a few times.

Lepas tu masa kat hospital tu adalah kakak tu tanya, Piya ni breastfeeding baby ke? Aku jawab la tak, hanya untuk 2-3 bulan sahaja. And dia kata "patutlah selalu demam".

Hello? Mana kau tahu anak aku selalu demam? Jarang ok, and kau bukan ke datang spital tu sebab anak kau yang BF sampai 2 tahun tu demam jugak? Don't get me wrong, I salute breastfeeding mommies out there but I hate it when they talk as if kids who are formula fed are the unhealthiest and prone to falling sick.

Upah untuk budak jadi 'good girl' ketika setelah diberi 6 kali nebulizer for 2 days in a row. Just choose darling, mommy swipe daddy pay.

Letak je pic Piya suap Baby Alive dia makan ni kat FB, adala komen cousinku Nana. Tetiba kau ye, lepas kau tambah aku tambah la :P

Have nice day you all :)

Direct BF vs Bottle feed

Ni topik untuk orang perempuan je ye.

Korang, ada tak sesiapa sini berpengalaman baby tanak direct breastfeed? Kena pump and bagi guna botol. I tried to BF, baby stayed on my breast sucking for 1 minutes then she falls asleep.

Apakah?

Medela Pump In Style ehsan dari SIL no.2. Pinjam dulu nak tengok tahap pengeluaran susu. Kalau memberangsangkan baru beli sendri.

My SIL said my baby girl doesnt latch on well, mungkin sebab lepas bersalin baby duk ICU so dia dah terbiasa minum guna tiub. Tau nak senang je. So bila try nak BF, baby cannot suck correctly and effectively. Lagipun aku cam tak tahan sakit je. Try guna nipple shield tapi takde kesan jugak.

Ngada kan. Jeles tengok Orang lain relax je menyusu anak. Takyah basuh2 banyak bekas.

So masa kat hospital, doctor suruh perah susu and bagi susu guna cup. Ala cup kecik yang untuk makan ubat tu. Gila ko, bagi guna cup tu banyak tumpah pada masuk mulut. Aku susah payah pump susu, guna cup abis begitu sahaja.

Cup hampeh

FYI, baby kena tahan wad 10 hari gitu sebab premature and few reason. Plus, mummy and Hafiyya kena tahan wad 3 hari sebab Cik Piya kita ni tak pandai nyusu badan. Hospital gomen mmg gitu eh? Tapi aku cheating gak la, cakap doc aku bagi dedua, guna cup n direct BF, padahal aku bagi guna cup je.

Setelah ditahan di wad, balik rumah, aku terus bottle feed baby. Dari Cik Piya ni menangis2 tak dapat tangkap puting, baik bagi botol kan. Kalau doctor kat hospital aku baca ni sure dia suh aku balik wad balik ni.

Hasil perahan, kekadang rasa nak tercabut dah ni.

Kekadang bila susu rasa macam nak berkurang je or during engorge pain, I tend to give up. I will look at my baby, I want to give her the best I can. I am looking for the day she will direct BF one day.

Teringin jadi mummy cun BF macam ni

Setakat ni every 2-3 hours baby aku menyusu, so aku kena kerap pump every 3-4 hours. Cuma malam je tak pump sebab tak larat sangat dah so aku tambah susu formula.

My pyar :)